The Scoop on the Birthday Party

Birthday parties for young children can sometimes feel like they were put together more for the mom's sake than the child's. This celebration of a special milestone seems to separate the regular Pick Up The Cake At The Grocery Store moms from the Supermoms Who Make Pinatas By Hand and Stay Up All Night Decorating Cupcakes Using Tiny Magic Tools Which They Stole From Fairies. Just so we're clear, I fall into the former category. Being that I am terribly unorganized and indifferent about party themes and planning (you can read about my feelings regarding rampant commercialism aimed at children in a previous post, Commie Elmo: Dictatorship of the Proletariat Muppet), I really wanted to have Joshua's input for the party as much as possible. Here's what he came up with: First of all, he wanted to have a garage sale. We had to nix this idea on the grounds that it seemed really weird, and I don't have time to clean out the garage. After giving up on the garage sale, most important to him was the cake. I told him that if I tried to make his cake, it would turn out to be a disgusting dirty cake with flies buzzing around it and we would have to throw it in the trash (true) so he agreed to let the baker at the grocery store make it. He picked this violin design to go on top:
He wanted to have the party at his favorite park by the railroad tracks, which worked out well because we got to see not one but two freight trains go by on the day of his party. The only downside to our park locale was that we didn't arrive early enough to get a picnic table, so we spread our blankets downwind from the Chain-Smoking White Trash Spongebob Celebration. They may have had the Spongebob pinata to entertain and humiliate their blindfolded and wife-beater-wearing birthday guests, but we had the miraculous inflatable jumping castle. Thanks to the wonders of a long extension cord and an even longer friendship with a family that owns this sensational house of bounce, my three year old and all his buddies thoroughly enjoyed the afternoon of collisions, cake, and chocolate ice cream. Joshua wanted to give everyone a flower, so we handed out daisies with our goody bags. With cooperative weather and a sedated three year old at the end of the day, I think we claimed a success, but of course the rumbling sound of the freight trains drowned out any complaints the guests may have had. Next stop: Halloween candy coma.

Three and Thirty Two

In addition to our DNA and our love of tofu, Joshua and I also share the same birthday. Lest anyone think we must surely be twins, I feel it is my responsibility to point out that I am not three years old. It has become a tradition to take a birthday photo of the two of us, to record for posterity Joshua's journey towards the land of Grownupville (and my inevitable haggard arrival at the sagging gates of Old Cronytown). You can see the how much Josh has grown from the first birthday photo here, and birthday number two here. Here is our latest milestone photo-op:


Getting a nice photo of Joshua turned out to be tricky business this year, since his swaggering three-year-old attitude produced mainly shots like this one on the right. In fact, I had to bribe him this year with a lollipop to get him to sit for a photo at all. I imagine it will only get more difficult. All in all we had a pleasant day today. I woke up early and made apple-oat muffins for his preschool class. I feel it is necessary to try and get on the preschool teacher's good side, since most of the time Joshua insists on being called "The Duchess" while he's at school.

Young Joshua's birthday party was held this past weekend. Expect a post detailing this event in a day or two... but for now I must drag my old creaky bones to bed.

Jedi Potty-Training

Why, oh why, does young Joshua insist on going to the bathroom with the lights out? If this is some sort of toddler-jedi training exercise, then I'm sorry to say the force be not with him. Or perhaps the force is too strong with this one, for his aim is not true.

You Know You're A Mom When...

...you realize you've had a pinecone sitting in the cupholder of your Subaru for the last, oh, three weeks or so, yet you do nothing about it.

Toaster: 1. Toddler: 0

Preschoolers in general seem to be fairly idiosyncratic in their habits. I've been lucky to raise a nearly-three-year-old who is pretty laid back in the grander scheme of things. Sure he has his eccentricities, like how he doesn't want the honey stirred into the yogurt or how he insists on not wearing his pants between the hours of 2:00-4:00 pm, but as a rule he is eager to try new things, and can easily go with the flow.

I finally found something that really troubles him. My husband moved the toaster.

A few weeks ago, Peter uncharacteristically decided to do some cleaning in the kitchen. He did a very thorough job which included a little reorganizing of countertop space. He opted to move the toaster from the right side of the oven to the left side, closer to the microwave.

This has thrown Joshua into a toddler tailspin of anxiety.

"Why did daddy move the toaster over there? When is he going to move it back?" He asked. I told him we would try keeping it over by the microwave for a little while. I assured him that we could still make toast with butter and jelly. I even made him a couple of slices, cut into triangles as is the preferred method. He looked worried. (I might add here that Joshua is not at all obsessed with things being clean or in order. He will happily exist in a room strewn with toys, discarded socks, and half-eaten crackers.) Later that day, he started eyeing the appliance dubiously. "The toaster is supposed to go over there." I told him we would keep trying it daddy's way for a little while. "Please move the toaster back!" He started getting that wrinkled up forehead which signals the onset of a tantrum. I redirected his energies to a new activity, and he forgot about the toaster.

So I thought. Days later, he continues to ask when we're going to move it back. I realize it would be easier to just move the thing back to its original spot, but I feel that it is important for Joshua to accept simple changes in his life. We must pick our battles, and by golly I think I can win the one about the toaster.

My Day Out With Thomas the Strategically Marketed Money Making Engine

I'd like to begin this post with an apology to my two children for having cynical uncool parents who generally don't enjoy attending special kids' events other than for reasons of fueling our sarcasm and studying the media's influence on society from a distance. We know it simply makes you happy to ride on Thomas the Tank Engine, or probably any train for that matter. I would also like to say that I think the wooden Thomas railway toys are excellent toys. My son plays with his train set every day, in a very focused and imaginative way. I don't think it matters to him whether it is specifically Thomas the Tank Engine gear, but he does like having a set of characters he can get to know and collect.

We spent the morning at an outing called Day Out With Thomas. Bucketfulls of budding little engineers (most decked out in their finest Thomaswear) and their parents were bussed in to a train museum to meet Thomas the Tank Engine and friends, to ride the rails with that cheeky little blue engine, and presumably purchase Thomas merchandise to further fuel their media-hyped obsession with the Empire of Really Useful Marketing Engines. A lot of little boys and girls love trains. (They also love dirt, but I haven't yet seen the emergence of a kids' Festival of Filth, where they sell T-Shirts smeared with mud, and Junior can get his picture taken with the fun-loving Sir Sandbox Turd.) All sarcasm aside, Joshua did enjoy himself. I'm glad we went, because seeing all the train related stuff was interesting. We decided we would like to come back to the Railway Museum on another Day Without Thomas, and explore some more. And yes, we did contribute to the cause and buy Joshua a souvenir... a wooden train whistle. With Thomas on it. *Sigh*.

File Under: Weird Things My Preschooler Says

"Mom, I'm tired of playing with trucks. I want to see the world."

Brothers

When I listen to myself talk out loud about my kids to other (often childless) people, I find myself wondering if, first of all, they are actually listening or just nodding politely while they consider whether or not I think they look fat in those newfangled "skinny" jeans, and second of all, if they are mystified as to why anyone would want to have the little buggers. It seems difficult to convince someone without children of the elusive rewards one sometimes feels when the baby sleeps for a good five hours and you managed to wash your hair while the other one was, as it turns out, scribbling a Sharpie pen on the carpet.

Since Charlie is learning to sit up and is outgrowing his plastic baby bathtub, I decided to put him in the bath with Joshua for the first time tonight. The delight expressed by their faces was wondrous and warming, their squeals of laughter broke through my end-of-the-day exhaustion, and I smiled at the two brothers. Parenthood is hard. Loving is easy.

A Day in the Life of Music

It's eight-twenty-two in the morning. I grab Joshua's Suzuki violin materials and stuff them in a gigantic red tote bag which I got at the hospital when Charlie came home. Violin, notebook, CD, check. Carpet square with the outline of Joshua's feet so he knows where to stand, check. Rocketship finger puppet to be placed on the tip of his bow, check. Amusing cuddly playthings for Charlie, big quilt for him to lie down and drool upon, check. Big red tote bag, diaper bag, purse, preschooler, and infant in carseat all get loaded into the car. Eight twenty-five now. Backing out of the driveway, Joshua throws a fit because he wants his teddy-bear Honkees to ride with us. Run in, get Honkees, drive to violin lesson which is mercifully on the same end of town. We are on-time people, so we manage to pull up right at eight-thirty. Thirty minute violin lesson, during which we play with dinosaurs, sing a song about monkeys, do a dance while Joshua holds the violin under his chin, and Charlie spits up on my shirt. Lesson is over, Honkees stayed in the car the whole time.

My house is a mess, so I do the minimum amount of work necessary to not feel embarrased when the afternoon babysitter comes over. The morning passes quickly as we play. At one point Joshua convinces me to put in a movie for him, so I let him watch half an hour of Winnie The Pooh while I take Charlie upstairs to the music room to do a bit of work. Charlie lays on his blanket and giggles at me while I play a few warm-ups on flute. He seems to delight in listening to Bach, so I play a few movements of a sonata for him, making silly faces during the rests so he will let me finish. I tell Josh he has to turn off the movie, and he thankfully obliges but insists on taking off his pants for some reason. He comes up to the music room, pulls out an old clarinet and pretends to play a duet with me. I settle for this practice time, with my older son dancing around in his underwear playing on a half-put-together clarinet, and my younger son amusing himself thoughtfully with my toes. When I realize that Charlie is actually trying to nurse on my foot, I know my luck has run out and I give up.

After lunch and naps, Joshua decides five minutes before the babysitter is coming over that he would like to practice his violin. His teacher wants him to place the instrument under his chin ten times each day. We use one of Charlie's toys with wooden beads to count the repetitions. He starts to lose interest after five times, so we make up ridiculous phrases for him to say each time he holds the violin. Number six is "peanut butter applesauce!" and number nine is "gopher guts!" and I can't remember the rest but Joshua probably does. Charlie thinks the whole thing is hilarious. The babysitter rings the doorbell, which means my first flute student will be arriving in about ten minutes. I pick up my studio which is cluttered with sheet music, instrument parts, baby blankets and trains. Joshua and Charlie do normal kid stuff with the sitter all afternoon while I'm teaching.

Dinner, baths, bedtime, Peter is finally home. We catch up for a few minutes. I have to learn the music for the next symphony concert, so I head down to the basement and have a good time playing. The kids sleep through it.

New Life, Old Soul?

I honestly don't know if I believe in reincarnation or past lives, nor do I necessarily consider that mystery to be important in this life, but I will say this: Joshua has firmly stated several times that when he "used to be big", he lived in California, played the trumpet, and rode a unicycle.

Reading, Writing, Ranting

I've always taken great pleasure in books, and find that reading tends to feed and inspire my interest in writing. Browsing through bookstores and libraries relaxes me, as long as my kids aren't with me. Some simple requirements of the books I tend to gravitate towards:

1) Currently, I need to be able to hold the book comfortably in one hand. Much of my reading is done while feeding my infant son. I have been putting off reading Don DeLillo's Underworld for quite some time for this very reason. I'm still not sure how I managed to read David Foster Wallace's Infinite Jest when my first son was a baby.

2) It must absolutely not mention lipstick in the title or be marketed in any way as "Chick Lit". Sorry, Oprah, this means you. Also, if there is a Hollywood starlet on the cover, I won't buy it.

3) The subject matter cannot be related to bunnies. I'm sorry to say I've never finished Richard Adams' Watership Down because bunnies make me very sleepy.

4) I prefer paperback novels with a matte finish. We all have our peculiarities.

So what am I reading these days?

1) Herzog by Saul Bellow. All that letter writing sort of reminds me of blogging.

2) Work as a Spiritual Practice by Lewis Richmond. Although I generally enjoy my work as orchestral flautist and teacher (exception: getting splashed with fake blood while performing in the pit orchestra for Mozart's opera Don Giovanni last month), this book is nice to leaf through when I feel trapped being a stay-at-home-mom or when I am stressing out about the orchestra.

3) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone by J.K. Rowling. This one I am reading aloud to Joshua. I was actually surprised by how much he's interested in it, considering the fact that there are no pictures (and he's nearly three). He'll sit and listen for a good half hour, several times a day. I think his attention span has something to do with the fact that we don't watch a lot of television. Oh yes, and it's a good story.

The Enchanted Pantry

Not to brag or anything, but I have a Miracle Pantry. My pantry is seemingly capable of generating it's own perpetual pasta supply. As dinnertime approaches and I begin digging deep into the oak recesses, pushing aside the seven-grain pilaf (too time consuming), the falafel mix (what was I thinking?) and the inexplicable chicken broth my mother bought me when I was sick once (yes, even vegetarians get sick, and when they do, they don't eat chicken), I am greeted by box upon box of noodles in all shapes and sizes. Penne, cellentani, rotini. Elbows and shells both medium and large, pinwheel pasta, bow-ties, campanelle. Spaghetti, spaghetti rigati, angel-hair, linguine, fettuccine, even adorable little orzo and giant no-boil lasagne, both flat and crinkly varieties. It's an inexhaustable cache.

The secret of my prodigous pantry is two-fold. First of all, I always buy pasta whenever I am at the store. It's cheap, easy to cook, and doesn't spoil. Children find it very edible. Second, my husband and I have an unspoken understanding that when I say that all we have for dinner is pasta, he is to suggest that he "go out and grab us something a little more interesting". Yes, when I play the pasta card, what I am actually saying is that we are going to have take-out from that nice Japanese restaurant up the road, or perhaps an impromptu trip to the Indian buffet, admittedly a bit pricier than spaghetti. My husband gleefully plays along. You see, my preschool-age child enjoys all these other foods as well (we don't know about the baby yet, but since I'm breastfeeding, I hope he will at least be used to the flavors), and eating pasta is actually lower down on our preferences even than Poverty Stew (our way of cleaning out the fridge). Thus, pasta goes largely uneaten in our house, and the pantry is actually producing high quality restaurant meals.

I Like Me Better With Caffeine

In an effort to achieve greater health and well-being, my husband brought home a copy of a self-help book by a certain nutrition guru/nazi and thus began his quest to improve his diet which, at the time of the book purchase, included vast amounts of Pepsi, coffee, beer, and Sesame Chicken. My husband once spent an entire semester eating the same thing for lunch every day: Sesame Chicken, fried rice, and a large Pepsi. I was quite surprised to discover his commitment to forgo all his favorite dehydrating and urinary-tract-irritating beverages, his nightly glass of scotch, and even his red meats! He started guzzling water instead (probably contaminated with lead, the nutri-nazi warns us: we'd better get a water filter quickly before cancer sets in!), sipping anti-oxidant-laden green tea along with his brown rice and veggies. You could almost see his arteries breathing a sigh of relief. I thought this was an incredible step for someone who was raised on a farm in Nebraska on the stereotypical meat/potatoes/corn medley. (Being that opposites attract, it seems logical that he then married a vegetarian.)

So inspired by his lifestyle alterations was I, that I decided to give up coffee at the same time. At this point I think it's worth mentioning that I have a five month old baby in addition to my preschooler, and neither one of these adorable wee bairns sleep through the night. I am typically roused from a light sleep several times before dawn, sometimes to roll a frustrated newborn onto his back again after he gets stuck on his tummy, sometimes to get water for Joshua because he's "scared of shadows", and once to deny Joshua his violin practice time at 5:00 am. Coffee had become a habitual part of my persona. Dark, thick, tenacious, a brew to be reckoned with, but never to be offered to company, as I'm fairly certain it was also THE WORST coffee ever percolated this side of McDonalds.

A few days after stumbling about grumpily and complaining about how the namby-pamby green tea doesn't go well with pancakes, I realized two things: number one, I did feel better physically. Number two, it seems that the absorption of coffee into my system not only propped me up in the mornings, but was apparently also responsible for whatever charm or pizzazz I may have possessed at one time. Caffeine-free, I no longer boasted a quick wit, nor was I tickled pink. Trying to sustain a lighthearted conversation was a chore and a charade. Things improved a bit after a few weeks, but I still notice the absence of the anti-depressant effects. The consequences of sleep deprivation are more evident.

I'm continuing the experiment, attempting to get used to feeling pleasant but not excitable. Being even-keeled feels better than getting the jitters, but I must admit, I like me better with caffeine.

Snapshots of Kooky Preschooler-Land

Holy blogger-bypass, Batman, it's been about a year since I've posted to this thing. I thought I would give it the old college try again, in an effort not to bore myself.

My preschooler is coming up on birthday number three. The other day a friend of ours asked him what he is going to do to celebrate his birthday, and he replied that he would like to have a garage sale. Also, he remarked, he would like everyone to have a flower. Then, he wondered aloud if I might like to have a rock for my birthday, which just happens to be the same date as his. It sounds like we're going to have quite a party.